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Monday, April 26th, 2010
11:13 pm	heyy boii(: recent update! alright so i went on the snowboarding trip, got a car, decked out my car in georgia tech stuff && was hoping to go to a phoenix concert :/, && celebrated mine && mitch's 10 months SNOWBOARDING TRIP: omggg it was amazing!! i had soo much fun! unfortunately, i fell on my hip on like the second day && i it hurt sooo bad!! i tried to go out on my third day && avoid falling on my hip. that didnt work out too well. i ended up falling on it again && hurting myself even worse. i had to sit out for the rest of the time. i didnt snowboard anymore that week. i think we're going again next year, because we were gonna go on a cruise with my grandma but she doesn't think she can do it because she has feet issues, && she can't be on her feet for too long. she doesn't wanna be a burden. ughh but anyways. i'd rather her be happy then make her do something she doesn't want to anyways i'm just happy i don't have to do the lessons the second time around MY CAR: daddy bought me a used 2000 Ford Taurus it's dark blue. && sparkly. i love it!! the paint on the top is off...not like the whole top just a patch is gone. i dont have an antenna, so no radio, but i got an ipod tape thing, so i listen to that in the car aside from that everything else is awesome!! i love it sooo much!! it's covered in GT stuff, && it looks fantastic!! PHOENIX CONCERT: i was told that phoenix was coming into town daddy said he would take me if he didn't find a date that same time. which he did. so i didn't get to go :/ he's not even seeing the girl anymore it was completely pointless. oh well. daddy promised me that he would take me to another concert. he never breaks promises!! MINE && MITCH'S 10 MONTHS: yeahh i really cant believe its been that long since we've been together it seems like its only been like 5 months. when i really think about it...it does make sense that we've been together for that long im having issues with him, im hoping that he will start going to church with my family. he doesn't wanna go, but i told him this relationship would NOT last. so he's got the motivation...i'm just wondering if he's actually gonna go through with it alright that's it(: im gonna go finish watching family guy! byeee(: Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 4th, 2010
6:55 pm	hola(: hey people! alright so heres the most recent update. im still waiting to hear back from chattahoochee tech about whether they got my letter or not hopefully they did because i would like to start college in the fall on the 24th of february was mine and mitch's 8 months(: we didnt really do anything special but it was still good being able to spend time with him omggg only like 8 more days until i go on a snowboarding trip with daddy && bubba were going to steamboat, colorado(: i. can't. wait. im literally counting down the days! alright well thats all i have to say just kidding i rememeber! a couple days ago, bubba was in town && he took me to a Muse concert! omgggg i love matt bellamy so much! he was amazing on stage! and of course chris wolstenholme and dominic howard were awesome too! it was the best concert ever! i loved it! i was smiling the whole way through && i was singing along with every song! okay seriously thats it. bye now(: Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 4th, 2009
12:28 pm	this is the story of a girl.... i got hawkfest today && i cant wait to go to see all my friends :) mitchell is in florida right now, actually hes on his way back so he'll be back home sometime in the afternoon so im happy about that uhhhh im going to hang out with marques, marcos, dustin, mitch && ty on thursday which again im the only girl, like always. lol i havent met dustin yet but i saw marcos before when i was at the mall with marques && frank in ATL so yeah... me, mitch, ty && frank were gonna go to white water thursday but frank decided to buy a calculator && not tell his parents, so he got grounded. :( well thats like all i have to say :) lol. ttyl! Current Mood: :) Current Music: Last of the American Girls -Green Day (Comment on this)
Friday, July 24th, 2009
6:29 pm	that girl's a genius :) yeah im listening to Jet right now && their new song "That girl's a genius" is awesome!! i love it :) I am just now, hopefully, getting over a sickness that I have had for the past 3 days its been horrible sore throat, headache, aching, stomach aches, fever && stuff like that :( my highest temp was 103 && thats when jodi decided to take me to the doctor i havent been able to kiss mitchell in 3 days UGHHH IM DYING!!! haha :) today is mine && mitch's one month :) since i was sick he still couldnt kiss me but he decided to stop by today to wish me a happy one month which i thought was sweet but its so hard looking at him && not wanting to kiss him lol && i know its hard for him to not be able to kiss me he also said hes gonna try && not be perverted anymore && hes not speaking it out loud but hes still acting it out so he says. so im like ughh whatever. at least hes not asking for naked pictures anymore that makes me happier!! i talked to marques yesterday && i realized how much i miss my best friend its been sooo long since i last saw him hopefully jodi/mom will let him come over next week to chill && of course while he is here, mitch is gonna be here too like always. lol mitch comes over every single day && dont get me wrong i dont mind AT ALL but he definitely is pretty much apart of this family like i am :) well thats all i have to say for now ill update later :) Current Mood: life's good Current Music: Absolutely (Story of a girl) -Nine Days (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 18th, 2009
7:49 pm	aaahhh life is amazing :) still taken by mitch!! its still amazing we havent fought once!! its so awesome!! we're like always finishing each others sentences && thinking the same thing its crazy awesome!! i love him so much!! other than that things have been amazing i finally finished summer school && me && ty just finished drivers ed so i can get my license now :) umm....well thats all i have to say :) ill post more later!! Current Mood: loved Current Music: I'm Yours- Jason Mraz (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 27th, 2009
3:33 pm	haha heyyyyy mhm so its been awhile since i have updated hasnt it? lol well ALOT has happened lol i got another boyfriend and he means the world to me  his name is mitchell weyers  hes a graduate hes white he drives and hes super sexy like ZOMG!! lol hes perfect so far, like seriously its going so well!! hes already saying he wants to marry me and he loves me so much idk this feels so right and the best thing is that ever since i went on that first date with him i havent thought of marques at all :)  i can FINALLY relax and have some thoughts to myself  its good, hes like my edward cullen, a dream come true i couldnt ask for anything better :) summer school is going on and i hate it its soooo long i cant handle math for 6 hours straight with the same people and teacher its just driving me insane!!  its at a disgusting school, campbell ewwww theres like bugs everywhere, its just nasty!  but yeah its funny because im the only white girl in my class haha actually im the only white person everyone else is black but there is one latino lol well im tired, im gonna see if i can text mitchell  ill post more later!! Current Mood: ily babe!! Current Music: Restless Heart Syndrome -Green Day 21st Century Breakdown (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 4th, 2009
8:52 pm	livin the good life :) so yeah im living with my best friend tyler and i love it so far i moved in almost 2 weeks ago but they went to disney for a week && i stayed with dad so yeah ummmm me && biff started talking again he stopped being an asshole...actually no i take that back hes still being an asshole but less of one lol as you all know im not good at ignorning him && vice versa so yeah we made up lol he got a new cell phone today && we have texted a bit but he doesnt get unlimited minutes until after 9 but yeah me and shelby are doing good we could be doing alot better but we havent seen each other since school let out :( he was gonna come over a few days ago but jodi said he could only stay for an hour so he decided not to come me && biff have hung out only like once this summer so far me && tyler went to his pool and biff got in trouble because he didnt have a key lol but yeah so everything in my life is going well right now ok thats a lie...biff and his girlfriend need to break up  but everything else aside from my brazilian lovestruck issues are good :) (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 28th, 2009
2:09 pm	blahhhh... ok well i had to tell marques how i really felt about him because i have been holding it off for awhile.  so i got the guts to tell him how i felt the other night...or actually morning i did it at like 2 in the morning lol && he was awake so that was good but heres what i said: Ok well this is definitely a bad time to tell you this considering we're both in relationships but I'm tired of being pressured by friends && family. Marques, my best friend, my Biff, I have some....uhhh...pretty fuckin strong feelings for you. Now I'm not sure if ur using ur "Brazilian powers" on me or not but whatever it is, it's overwhelming. The first moment I laid eyes on you in Mr. Liscio's room that Wednesday morning I immediately fell in love...uhhh I hate that, more like, I was hooked on you, ok that's even worse. Dammit, I just knew from that moment on that I wanted you in my life. Something about you attracted me toward you && I still can't figure it out. Everyday I thank Halie for sending put that chain letter on facebook because that's how you && I met. Well I don't thank her everyday, just everytime I talk to her. The reason I don't like it when u get haircuts is because u always look amazing after them && I never get to walk around the halls with you, holding ur hand && help you flaunt off your new haircut. It's always some other girl who has that pleasure. I'm only nice to your girlfriends && crushes because I want you to be happy, more than anything. It kills me everytime a girl asks me about you. && I hate putting in the "good word" with other girls about you because it's like I'm handing my heart away. Like I'm pushing u away from me. But I help you get the ladies because I want you to be happy. :) Now I know sound like Sebastian && Cody but honestly marques you mean the entire world to me. I hate it when I go a day without talking to you. If I don't hear your voice during the day then my whole day gets thrown off. I know how big of a player you are && it bothers me that your like that, but I will admit you have definitely gotten better at not being so Brazilian lol. Like seeing you with Elizabeth just kills me inside. Because I see how happy you are with her && in the back of my mind I think, man, were just gonna be friends for the REST OF OUR FUCKIN LIVES! that's horrible! && I don't mind being ur friend, I'm just happy ur in my life. Whenever you kiss me, hug me, or even talk to me, everything just feels perfect. Like honestly, whenever we kiss it's sooooo freakin hard to stop && to control myself. Like honestly that one day I came over, if I wouldn't have been on my period && if kendra wouldn't have walked in, I would have more than likely visited the penetration station LOL. I mean marques I have never had this strong of a physical attraction to a guy before. NEVER! && those times when u were dating Clare && you && I made out, I wanted to say no && not do anything but I can't control myself when I'm around you, I really can't. I couldn't say no to you, I give in too easily. && when we at tylers && u were attempting to give me an orgasm (I hate u for that) it was sooooo hard not to lean in && kiss you. All those times u were close to my face, I had to think of fuckin ice cream to not swallow ur face haha. && when I fell asleep in ur arms on tylers couch I was so happy, like I didn't wanna leave to go home && get my stuff, I could have stayed in ur arms forever. I'm always happy when ur near me. But like even if u did have feelings for me like I have for you, I wouldn't date you because I want to make sure that you're truly focused on me && that ur more mature && ready to handle a serious relationship. I want to be in a serious relationship not a silly high school one. But, Biff, your not ready && maybe u are but u want it with Elizabeth then that's fine with me. :) kinda.... IM ALMOST DONE! hahaha :) Those dreams I have about you && me, children && everything, those are like the dreams I love. Just being with you && starting a family, this sounds super creepy I know but I wanna get everything out on the table. Everyone tells me that you && I are perfect for each other. Just recently bekah fessed up to everything she has talked to u about, she told me everything && I mean WOW! haha but all my friends are telling me that I need to tell u how I truly feel. So Biff, to wrap it up. I love you, I always have, && I'm trying my hardest to get over you && neither Shelby nor you are making it easier. Please don't think of me any differently && don't act any different around me! I don't wanna regret telling you this, although I feel like I already will regret this. So there. That's what I've held inside me for a whole year. Sorry about the wait  && heres what he said: damn thats alot of words Hahaha I know. Did u read them all. I would do it over the phone but when I had to tell u serious stuff I usually have to do it in messages because u don't listen to me Please read them all. It would mean alot to me && it's a situation I've been needing to get off my chest for awhile. now i read it all... omg im drawing captain america now! That's all u have to say to that?! Marques I just fuckin poured my heart out to you && all u have to say is about ur freakin drawing?!  Are you fuckin kidding me?! wat do u want me to say?!?!?! that im goin to end things with elizabeth so i can be with you? No marques I'm not saying that at all!  I want u to be happy && obvipusly u being with Elizabeth makes you happy! I just want ur reaction over what I said. Like are u shocked??  Relieved, happy, sad, angry?? Can u see something with us in the future?? Like I'm not trying to pressure you but idk..... Just continue being happy && stay with Elizabeth && I'll continue being happy with Shelby. Problem solved Sorry for bothering you && interrupting ur drawing festival....  um... im not shocked. future us maybe who knows??? i mean we will be roomin together idk wat will happen? but lets not worry about it now...  i mean were both in a relationship thats looks like it might last a while so lets just not worry about it unless it comes up! fine... ok Well know you know why I don't like hearing about Elizabeth I love her to death I just don't like hearing about her.... ok i understand... && that was it. that was his lame ass reaction i got so pissed that after telling him all that he got an attitude because i wanted acknowledgement that he read every word i know he didnt read every single word because he's a douche && douche's dont pay attention so yeah im ignorning him. he thinks that i cant go a whole day without talking to him but ive done it before so like what's stopping me now?? i started ignoring him last night && im gonna continue until he notices :)  yeahhh lets see how he likes these apples :) mwahahahaha Current Mood: supposed to be dusting :) lol Current Music: Green Day 21st Century Breakdown (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 9th, 2009
11:08 am	ok so ummm yeahh idk what to do about biff lol i love him soooo much  but my best friend anna is telling me not to tell biff how i really feel && im like "i cant hold these feelings in forever!" i want her to tell me why shes so upset about everything but she wont && she made me so paranoid last night that i texted her asking her if he was like using me or something i mean i know were makeout buddies or whatever  but i dont want him being my best friend just because i make out with him that would seriously hurt my feelings && i asked biff last night while we were on the phone if he told anna anything like did he tease her about anything && he said he doesnt think so && that he doesnt remember so yeah im not sure if hes telling the truth or not.  im freakin out, he is throwing a party tonight at his house because his mom is out of town && he invited me but unfortunately my father wont let me go he said i could go to the party but i cant spend the night i even lied about it && said, yeah its kendras birthday party && she was wondering if i could spend the night.  but dad said no because he doesnt know the people.&& i could be lieing to him which i was but i didnt admit to that,  && i wasnt going to spend the night at kendras...i was going to sleep at marq's house he said me && him would sneak back to his house && he said yeah you'll get to sleep with me && i typed out "oh. joy. lol" but in real life i was jumping up and down and screaming :)  i was sooo happy but now i dont get that privelege. im gonna try && beg dad to let me go again brb ok so dad is letting me go to the party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 26th, 2009
5:04 pm	ok so yeah life sucks right nowwww!  marques and hannah got into a fight yesterday  && hannah was blaming marques about everything like she always does all marques did was talk to another girl he was TALKING to her not flirting && hannah takes "talking" as flirting so yeah that was good but then marques was leaving so hannah was like "marques wait gimme a hug!" && so he did && hannah asked him who he was sitting with on the bus to disney world && he said he was sitting with his friend jamie && then all of a sudden hannah screamed FUCK YOU! && stormed off to her car marques looked at me with a shocked face && gave me a hug goodbye told me he would call me later && then went to his car i was in complete shock i didnt know what was gonna happen between them but yeah me && frank were trying to get both sides of the story so i was talking to marques  while he was talking to hannah && hannah forgot or decided not to tell marqyes about her having a problem with jamie she was upset that he didnt sit with another guy on the bus && that he was talking to another girl right in front of her OK I HAVE TO CUT THIS SHORT BECAUSE IM POSTING ANOTHER ENTRY THIS IS HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! bye! (Comment on this)
Friday, April 3rd, 2009
5:36 pm	lifes good :) SPRING BREAK '09 BABYYYYY! mhm its spring break :) woot! well actually my spring break started on thusday because mom went out of town so she dropped me off at dads mom is moving all the furniture from alabama to georgia she finally sold the house in bama :( were probably not gonna visit there again well i will but thats when i get a car! anyways... single still but in a complicated relation or friendship with sebastian we act like a couple in private but around people we really dont idk its weird lol but yeah  um i still like paulo haha i learned how to correctly spell his name lol ummm yeahhh i got my nose pierced && hair cut which everyone loves but my friend bekah loves my haircut but hates that i cut it she loved my long hair lol im listening to the jonas brothers its awesome :) daddy said that hes gonna take me to see the jonas brothers in concert on his birthday which is august 22nd :) ill hopefully get front row seats too! maybe joe will touch me! hahaha that sounded sooooo wrong lol :)  but yeah u know what i mean ok well thats all i have to say for now! ttyl! :) Current Music: Still in Love with You- JB (Comment on this)
Monday, March 30th, 2009
8:59 am	mhm....great ok so life right now is a wee bit confusing and hectic  ok so as you know im single && i HATE being single well im still not over sebastian...i was honestly never really over him i was just saying i was to try && make myself get over him && i epically failed at that lol we have hung out alot since we broke up like we havent hung out outside of school but we have around school && i just cant get over him....idk why its sooo hard i mean he definitely didnt treat me very well but i mean its just something about him that i cant get over but anyways enough about him i got my nose pierced && haircut this weekend && everyone loves it!  alot of people have said that i look hot lol its pretty great :) but yeah im in first block right now && were just chillin on the laptops waiting for some speaker to come in so yeah..... im bored.... my nose hurts really badly i just realized that but yeah im gonna go play some games or something ttyl! :) (Comment on this)
Friday, March 20th, 2009
4:55 pm	mhm....weirddd alrighty then so yeah i dont think anyone hates sebastian as much as paige and bekah like seriously they want to fuckin kill him its crazy....CRAZY AWESOME! haha but yeahhh i was talking to bekah this morning && sebastian came walking by me && he was like hey can i talk to you for like 2 seconds?? && im like wow seriously?? what else do u have to tell me?? because he talked to me yesterday too about how he was sorry for everything && how much he missed me && shit he also mentioned that i didnt care about his feelings while i was breaking up with him && that the break up was kinda unexpected i made it prettttyyyy freakin obvious like this past week i have been a bitch to him hoping he would realize that we're kinda fading away from each other but hes too in love with me to realize that im tired... so yeah thats why he was shocked but mhm so after he talked to me he was still walking with me && stuff && i was trying to be all like not talkative so he would stop but that didnt work out && he was trying to be funny a few times but nothing worked like when he said something that was supposedly funny to him he looked over at me because he thought i would laugh only i didnt.... lol && he was like um okayyy....someones a bit mad && i shut him down  i was like  oh no im fine! happy as can be. man this milkshake is really cold.... && he looked at me like "whaaattttt??"  im guessing hes not expecting me to be happy or something idk....hes weird.  BUT ANYWAYS enough about sebay more about this other guy who ive been flirting with but he has a gf && her name is tatooed on his arm :( which, btw, is a stupid idea lol but his name is paolo its pronounced pa-lo  but yeahhhh hes gorgeous :) && his laugh is adorableeee! hes brazilian which is good but bad good: hes foreign :) bad: thats what marques is :( && i do not wanna be reminded of him although i talk to him everyday during school && everyday when after school for like 2 hours every 5 hours but i mean yeah paolo is gorgeous! omggggggg  hes amazing :) hes in my first block && my homeroom mannn i wonder if im ever gonna date a white guy lmao ok well im done typing ill write more tomorrow! im going to bekahs tomorrow! :) (Comment on this)
7:37 am	singleee babyyyyy! :) mhm im single again liking it alottt too :) yeah i broke up with sebastian yesterday...or actually the day before yesterday it was a wednesday lol && i was honest with him well....semi-honest && i said i need a break from you i have so much stuff going on in my life && i need a little break i need to stop && think things through before i make any rash decisions about my future.  && knowing sebastian freakin medina he got all upset THAT WAS THE NICEST BREAK UP I HAVE EVER DONE && HE FOUND A WAY TO GET FRICKIN PISSED! but yeah he was like: you know im not surprised u breaking up with me just like  every other girl i thot u were different but u proved me wrong i put all my time into this relationship && this is the thanks i get?! gee thanks kristin. you know what does it look like i care?? i dont i hate u! go fuckin die! now me on the other side of this convo was beyond pissed he was blaming everything on me like every single frickin thing was my fault! NEWSFLASH! he wronged me more than i did so i was just like you know what?? FINE! im done saying sorry im done explaining myself im DONE! im leaving sebastian never EVER speak to me again because i sure as hell wont speak to you go tell me to fuckin kill myself huh?  psht, FUCK YOU BITCH! harsh right?? well i was being serious he never thanked me for anything im happy out of this relationshit it was painful! but yeah i have to finish getting ready for school.  ill post more when i get back... oh btw.... im 18! and it doesnt feel all that great :) lol (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 8th, 2009
3:34 am	back to lifeeeeee back to realityyyyy haha yeah i have been watching alot of mitchell davis videos recently im completely && totally hooked! no im not kidding at all. its not funny stop laughing!  omggg im tellingggggg! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! only not really.... anywaysssss! i like how im like repeating letters alott  like i guess its for effect or something or i just have a stuttering problem when it comes to typing ......sigh..... hmmm is that an equal amount of periods on both sides of the word sigh well i just dont know!  oh welll :) but yeah that song thats in my title in this ummm...entry?? (i guess thats what u call it) but yeah haha ADD! lol anyways yeah that song thats in my title && the 1st line in this entry is a mitchell davis video its callled: back to life its a pretty great vid. you should most deff check it out-t-t-t-t! ummm...hmm lemme update u on my boring life heres what happened today: woke up at 9:43 (ewwww i hate waking up early!) ate breakfast read a stephen king book (its really good! its called Rose Merder or ((something like that))) got dressed went to the store to buy stuff had my birthday party with my dads side of the familia then here i am here at the computer on insanejournal.com doing nothing but typing these letters woo. ok so yeah its like freakin 3:43 in the morning && im not tired at all but heyyyyy guess what today is!?!?!?! its its its omggg its.... my one month with sebastian! lmaooo :) yeah im shocked thats its been a whole month && were still together haha but yeah i dont think im gonna tell sebastian i wanna see if he notices which he probably wont but thats ok its not like were gonna celebrate this day or anything haha....ha....ohhhh kayyy. yeah.  awkwarddddd..... but yeah im at dads house right now im eating rainbow twizzlers theyre pretty gay not gay as in...gay gay i meant gay as in happy not that theres anything wrong with being gay its just....ok...im shutting up now :) lol ummm yeah i think thats all i have to write nobody is really online right now i wonder why...? i mean its only 3:47 in the morning on sunday. i mean its not like people have to wake up early to go to church or anything... psht who am i kidding?!  but yeah i guess im gonna be lame && go to sleep since theres nothing else to do. hey wait one last thing i wanna try! ok i wanna see if these "special character" code things work so i could use them in the future! ok here i go: ♥  ↑ ↓ ♠ &larr: → uhhh yeah i think thats all i can remember...ok well lets see if they work! :) byeeee! :) WAIT NO NOT BYE YET!  ONE LAST THING I FORGOT TO TELL YOU! my brother && father shaved their heads like my dad shaved his head to where there was still some hair left but my brother is bald no im not kidding after he shaved his head he got a razor bent over the bathroom sink put shaving cream on his head && shaved his head AGAIN!  yeah prettu crazy right?? ok im gone fer-izzle  this time byeeee! :) Current Mood: boredddd (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
1:11 pm	the snack that smiles back.... GOLDFISH! yeah im eating goldfish right now...theyre pretty amazing...not gonna lie :) haha theyre flavor blasted chedder!!! mmmmm cheese is goooddddd! lmao omg so i had the weirdest experience yesterday...or wait..friday. yeah friday! well i was at tylers house (my best frann i lover him!) anyways his mom was sewing something && i looked over at her && she was wearing something that looked a lil too big on her so i went to get a closer look && guess what it was!?!?!?! a freakin snuggie! can u believe that?!?! i was in the presence of the lamest invention ever!  i freaked out! i was like "omg is that a snuggie?! r u serious!?!? can i wear it??" she let me wear it! i put it on && omg that thing was soooo itchy! but yeah me && tyler took pics in it! haha it was awesome :) i havent talked to sebby since friday after school  hes doing some mission trip or whatever && he wasnt allowed to bring his phone with him so yeah i had like an emotional breakdown yesterday i called his cell just to hear his voice  && as soon as i heard it i started crying and saying "omg i miss him sooo mucchhhh!" ughhh hopefully he'll get back on time tonight so i can see him mom said i could hang out with him if he got back at a good time :) i miss him soooo much! i love him more than anything!  he sent me a text message on friday saying: i love you more than anything baby, i want to spend forever with you. as soon as i read that i realized that sebby mite be the guy for me :) i sure hope so! i definitely dont want him out of my life :) ok well thats all im gonna write for now my fingers hurt && im about to leave for tyler's house :) peace, love, party! Current Mood: i miss that boy! Current Music: seinfeld on the tv (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 19th, 2009
4:19 pm	so um yeah heres my quote of the day: you're sorta, basically, kind of, pretty much, always on my mind <3 haha yeah thats my quote && guess who it applies too....? SEBASTIAN MEDINA! aaaahhh my baby. i loveth him oh so much :) but yeah so obviously im still taken by him && things are going amazingly well like i have never been in such an awesome relationship! its weird because im not really noticing guys anymore like my friends tap me all the time and say "omg kristinnnn! look at that guy! isnt he soooo hotttt?!?!" and i look over to where theyre pointing or whatever, and im just like "eh, yeah sure..." SERIOUSLY!!! all these guys that i used to think were soooo damn sexy are just not that good lookin anymore. i mean i have the cutest guy out there. there is absolutely no one better than sebby (yeah thats his nickname in my family and i usually call him that when im writing about him or whatever) but yeah guys just dont appeal to me anymore, sebby is like the only guy i want.  hes the only thing i am ever focused on (well besides school of course) but i mean yeah its just weird with how much i changed.  i was on the phone with him last nite and i was lookin at my joe jonas poster && i randomly said aloud "man joe ur just not that cute anymore..." i didnt realize i said that until i head sebbys reaction! he was like "did i just hear what i thot i heard?!?! am i going crazy here or something?? did you just say u dont think joe is that cute anymore?! whaaattttt?!??!" haha yeah i sorta gave him a mini heart attack lmao but yeah not even joe jonas appeals to me...scarrrryyyy! haha but yeah anyways me && elyse dont talk much anymore && if we do its only on myspace or facebook i guess she just doesnt like the fact that i have a serious boyfriend rite now but whatever she has replaced me with samara && danielle && i have replaced her with tyler, sebastian, anna && cody so its kinda mutual :) lol yeah dimitri hates me now, i think but oh well i never really liked him anyways so that doesnt bother me :) haha ok well i just made cookies so im gonna go eat them now! okay? okay. PEACE! Current Music: jonas brothers...duhhh! (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 14th, 2009
10:39 am	ooh-la-la :) Happy Valentine's  Day ok so yeah something weird is going on with elyse, samara && dimitri like idk ive been moved down alot on their top friends && im like 2nd to last on elyses i mean the only big thing i know i did in the past week was get a bf but other than that idk whats going on i havent insulted anybody, or trash-talked anyone so im a wee bit confused but oh well if they dont wanna be my friends anymore or whatever then thats fine theyre not the only friends i have i have more :)  but i definitely will be sad if i lose them i dont think im gonna lose samara or dimitri its mainly elyse im worried about... anyways yeah im still taken by sebastian he met my family yesterday  && my mother && brother completely adore him :)  so that meant alot then when we went to drop him off i met his mom && little brother && i love them so much!  theyre awesome! && his house omg his house! no joke it is the prettiest thing ever! its sooooo big && he has a swimming pool! ughhh im so jealous! but at least hes my bf so ill be able to enjoy it too:) but yeah his little brother is adorable omg! soooo cuteeee :) so today im going to his house to hang out with him && then were going to the movies later with tyler, lena && a bunch of other people so im pretty excited about that.... well thats about all thats going on in my life :) ill update more later :) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2009
4:25 pm	new boyfriend! surprised? dont be.... yeah so its true i have a new bf && hes amazing in every single way :) his name is sebastian medina we started dating on sunday i was texting during church && he told me that i had to kiss him on monday && i was like "were not even dating && you want me to kiss you??" && he said "well i would like to date you but im kinda shy..." && im like "dude just ask me! lmao" so hes like "ok...kristin, will you be my girlfriend??" && of course i said yes! so yeah thats how it happened :) but yeah hes the first bf all my friends approve of :) which is good because they havent approved of anyone else ive dated except dimitri lmao && when i told some of my friends about him they were like "omg hes soooo cute!"  or "oh my god hes so hott && gorgeous!!!" so yeah that made my day && one of my friends liked him for awhile. so when i told her she was shocked but she has a bf so shes not upset or anything she still thinks hes cute but shes happy for me i mean i didnt kno that she liked him lmao i would put a pic of him on here but idk how lmao but yeah i think thats all i have to say ill update more later :) (Comment on this)
Friday, January 23rd, 2009
9:29 pm	well i'm just freakin speechless! OHHHH MYYYY GODDDD! OK SO UM...YEAH ALOTTTT OF STUFF HAS HAPPENED... LET ME TELL YA I GOTTA SAY...IT'S PRETTY INSANE LIKE NO LIE ITS GONNA BOGGLE YOUR MIND HAHA I LIKE THAT WORD "BOGGLE" LOL so heres what happened: ok so you remember that douchebag marqueer/marques/igor?? yeahh well something crazy happened a couple nights ago...actually mornings ago well everyone remembers the douche-y way he broke up with me && well i never really "got over" him like ok yeahh i was still pissed at him but i couldnt seem to stop liking him everytime i saw him..our little "memories" popped up :( && yeahh omg it was getting annoying! so i was hoping that someday i would freakin get over that dumb kidd! well after 5 months of us not talking to each other he sends me a friend request on facebook i wake up the next morning, check my messages && i see that theres a friend request from him so i accept it then log off because more than likely hes not gonna get on until school is over for the day so when i get home, after i finish packing for my dads i get on facebook && log into the chat thingy && i see that hes online well i definitely wasnt gonna be the first one to talk to him i mean he never apologized for what he did to me so i just minimized the chat thing && did other stuff on the computer not less than 4 minutes later i get an IM from him it says: "i kno im like the last person you wanna talk to right now but i just wanna be friends again and im sorry for what i did to you" so i just said: "ok yeah we can be friends again" && he said: "ok good...again im sorry for what i did to you, i just needed sometime to think things through" so i just said: "yeah sure"  && so we got to talking more about memories of when we dated school friends lunch cell phones him being a unicorn with rainbow hair && has "sexy beast" tattooed on its ass && me being a sexy nurse that needs to go to his house && "aid" him lol so after all that we got rid of all the awkwardness && he told me to call him  so knowing me....i did && we talked for like an hour && a half then we texted almost all day today then i called him again today && we talked for another hour && a half && he asked me if i still liked him && i said "yes" && i asked him if he still likes me && he said: "well idk yet" yeahh that kinda threw me off lol i mean why doesnt he know?? its a simple yes or no answer so i told him: "well its ok if u dont like me. i mean trust me...i can DEFINITELY get over it" && he said: "yeah i kno what you mean" so yeah thats my weird situation for the week lol ohh yeahh me && dad went && looked at some of the private schools that he registered me for the 1st one was amazingly amazing i hope i get accepted into it && the 2nd one suckeddd balls! ughh it was horrible! i better not get accepted into that one! anyways yeah i think thats all i have to say! ill update everyone on more "weird marques situations" && private school shitt later  PEACE LOVE JOSEPH ADAM JONAS :) Current Mood: wow..he's my friend again lol (Comment on this)